Hi people...

I have a new xanga. xanga.com/rolodexx

~Rebecca~

I'm bored. Infintessimally bored.

And sick of data entry. I can only stare at a computer screen for so many hours. (Which is precisely why I'm writing in my xanga...)

//edit 7:50 pm//

Nothing has gone right today.....first, I couldn't get up this morning to milk my goats and I finally made it out there at 1:00. Then I realized that I sold a goat a few days ago and her baby was still nursing, so I had to bottle-feed it. Or try to. She wouldn't drink from a bottle. There was a nasty dead mouse that the cats killed right in the middle of the floor in the room where I milk. There were flies all around it and it was gross. It was 100* outside and way too hot to be milking goats. I came in the house and washed my hands, but in the process knocked a glass off the counter with my elbow & swept up shards of broken glass in my bare feet. Then I got a shower, and right when I got out the doorbell rang. It was some lady wanting to buy milk. So then I had to get a gallon of milk filtered & put into a jug for her. After that I was hungry so I heated up some scalloped potatoes and an egg...except...I broke both of our microwaves so I had to heat it on the *stove.* When I put the eggs away they were piled on top of each other in a plastic bin and one of them got crunched beneath a shelf in the fridge so now all the eggs are covered in nasty. Then I got halfway through a scholarship application only to find the deadline was June 1.......does it ever end??

Add to that, some people are very, very dense...

woot. go Cincy.

I can't get my OSU email to work....makes me sad.

I shaved more goats today. I'm covered in goat fuzz again.

I bought two mechanical pencils today. They are awesome. I have finally found mechanical pencils that I like, and I'm so excited. omg, I love pens and stuff. I can hardly contain myself.

I'm bored. But only because I'm dreading all the stuff I have to do.

I'm starting to really miss folks... 'specially the ones I figure I'll never see again, like various seniors who I have no clue what college they're going to.  Duh...helps to ask those things. Oh well. There's always the 10-year reunion...wonder if I'll be invited

I feel so ADD tonight. Aggggghhhhhhhhhhhh.

I spent 4 hours today shaving goats. It wasn't fun. 4 hours in a hot barn with sweat pouring everywhere and being covered with goat fuzz. I've had 2 showers today.

I have 2 new cats and they're crazy. One of them has cute white feet and likes to climb my leg and go all the way up to my shoulder, where she perches like a parrot. Only problem is that her claws are SHARP. Geeeez. I have cat-claw scratches all over my arms and back now, thanks to her. Stupid spastic cats.

I think I finally decided on a laptop. It has a 15" monitor and a CD-RW drive and it's like 1.25" thick and weighs 6 lb and comes with wireless internet connection stuffness and an Ethernet cable and all that jazz, and.... I'm beyond hyped. It only costs $500 after rebates. Yessssssssssssss. I'm gonna go nuts burning CDs of all kinds of stuff because I get my own CD-RW drive....hahahahahahahahahahaha. That means I have to use up the rest of my money on it though Which freakin' sucks. But, at least I had the money to begin with, which is the important part.

And...oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
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I am SO hyper!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I sound like a 6th grader!! With all my !!!'s !!!!!!!!!!!!!
lmao!!!!!!!!

Yep yep yep...stuff is happening. Don't ask me what stuff, or where it's happening...but I'm sure somewhere it is.

You would think it was still during the school year; I am SO overloaded with stuff to do. I have to really crack down on this data entry stuff and get it done in the next few days...and my goats are in need of so much work I haven't been able to get around to do. If anyone wants to help me give shots, tatoo goats, trim hooves, shave my milking does and the bucks....please let me know.

Well, God told me last month that the next three months were supposed to be a time of rest in Him to build my strength for next fall. And am I ever going to need it...I struggle with so much stuff. Feeling inadequate, unlikable, alone, etc...but I have to realize that where I am weak, God can show himself to be strong...and I just have to trust him. Being close to God and letting him work in my life is the main thing...more important that anything else.

So....stuff is happening.